i really seem to think exams are over, it's amazing. yesterday post-contract was spent trying to study with a stomach full from lunch and cheesecake and island creamery and eventually ended with cedele pancakes and missing meatballs on the level 2 couches where people have passed out piss drunk on before. my evil friends wanted to have supper after that but i was so sleepy and determined to have an early start today on studying that i PUT MY FOOT DOWN. alas, i slept obscenely late i dare not say what time but my head now weighs 100 kg and sinus is bad and i just woke up.

the panic will set in tomorrow night, or thursday morning, i know i know. but OH, THURSDAY i cannot cannot cannot wait.

i am insanely jealousssssss-
of wj who is watching deathcab in concert
of cass whose exams are finishing in a few hours
of my sixteen-year-old self who was untouchable and immune and invincible